I usually lose my temper. I don't like people and don't like to talk to them. I prefer to be alone. I get jealous when I see people with more beauty and money. I long for love. I've been masturbating since at the age of 9. Before, I didn't know what I was doing at first, but I can understand what I was doing that I have lied to my parents. I am a very lazy person. For many times I felt like someone is sucking the complete life out of me. I can't do any work properly. I beat my parents, sister and scold very badly. Completely I hate myself now . Many people betrayed me in the past too. It's pay back time.
Posted on 21.02.2013, 16:21:56 CET