I have a romantic partner who I've been with for a while now. The thing is though, is we don't really fit well as a couple. They are immature, too heavy handed and possessive. Meanwhile, I have a close friend who offers me everything I ever looked for in a partner. I think they like me too and I'm attracted. But I love my actual partner too much to look for anything else. If I lost them, I'd most certainly spiral down into a deep depression. I keep thinking of being with both of them. It's a fantasy of mine, so that I can have the benefit of both. I'd be jealous if either of them when with other people though. I wish I didn't feel this way, but by GOD I do!
Posted on 21.03.2014, 04:46:16 CET