I had this boyfriend, who broke up with me after a while. When he announced this to me I didn't really know how to respond. I just felt emotionally numb. I was in very emotional and stressing relationships before him, that I cried my share of each of them, but when it came to the end our relationship, it didn't hurt that bad. I wasn't sad. until recently, he won't even talk to me. He already went through another relationship of his own a week after. Now I just want to talk to him, and apologize about how shitty of a partner I was and I'm sure he hates me right now. All I want to do is talk but it kills me on the inside every time I see his name on my social network. I've started smoking cigarettes, and drinking because of this amount of emptiness I feel inside.
Posted on 04.08.2013, 15:32:55 CET