Since my hamster Jimmy leaves me sleepless every single night, I am going to kill it. It has a large home, a large place to run, tons of stuff for chewing and playing but still its very noisy and riots the cage when I want to sleep. Nobody wants to take it, the shelter is too far away, so it must die. The Internet knows lots of ways to kill them. Its swimming in cold water for a few minutes every day now, since three days, then drying by the open window in the cold air, so that he will catch a flu or something and dies. If this isn't working, he will drown when my family isn't home. Then I'll blow the body dry and put it back to the cage. Nobody will know it has been murder. I am sorry for the cruelty the insomnia wakes in me.
Dude, you have to help me, because I don't want to be forced to get down on him. I deserve a young man and my mother is not going to do this to me. She has been told to grow up and keep her knickers on. She is a spastic dog.
Once I was driving through a mountain pass with cliff on one side of the road, a mountain on the other, and a little goat ran into my car that its horn popped my tire. So, I got out and roundhouse kicked it off the road and down the cliff.
For a year and a half I have been in a relationship with a married woman. She and her husband got a divorce when we got together, but since he has moved back in. She has been having a real difficult time because she can't deal with the divorce while waiting on her dad to have a kidney transplant. Basically, she can't be mature enough to admit she needs his income but nothing else from him until her dad gets his transplant. She doesn't get any type of support from her husband according to her, and most of the time spends a lot of time with me and does all she can to make it work.
She and I have both had dreams of fighting through this and ending up together. Obviously it's been tough, but no matter what we always end up not being able to remain separated. I do love her and she is in love with me. I can't even feel attracted to other women, I have tried. Recently the stress of her life has caused her to all but completely shut down on me. She says I love you but its like she really just doesn't care anymore even though she says she does.
However, I feel she needs me, and I don't want to be with anyone else but her. I feel if I leave her now I'd simply be weak, and not be there for the girl I love the most. I know it sounds ridiculous but I've known her a long time. She doesn't seem like the type that would play a Guy. I've never been so emotionally attached to anyone and I don't know what we would do with out each other. I can't keep dealing with her current disposition but when I try to talk about it she flies off the handle. It always gets blamed on me like I expect too much from her. She always uses the, "It's your choice I'm not making you stay." but I'm staying for her. I love her to death, and I really just can't be happy with anyone else. I just pray God helps us out soon.
I (f/20) am very interested in German history, particularly in the Second World War, which I have examined for years from various sides. That means I read a lot, visit museums and memorials and have even been to presentations by concentration camp survivors or their children who tell their story. Unfortunately these have become rarer and rarer, logically. I therefore know a lot about it and it's no wonder that I studied an advanced course in history for my final year at school, and now study it at university. But what personally annoys me a lot are people who act like we should still shoulder the burden of our grandfathers and great-grandfathers. Those laughable groups who try to get 6 million likes on Facebook to remember the 6 million murdered Jews for the Holocaust Memorial Day. Every criticism becomes preposterous and just because you find the writing style of a survivor taxing, you are apparently denying the Holocaust. Then you have to let yourself be called dumb and ignorant, and that you have no empathy for the victims of the Nazi regime. This hypocritical feeling of duty towards the survivors is just silly. In my opinion, you should obviously not forget what happened, but setting yourself up as an upholder of model standards and using sporadic half-knowledge to make ridiculous statements about me, has become the norm. It is exactly the same with similar catastrophes such as the tsunami in Sri Lanka. You hear about it in the news, you are shocked by it, so you like and share every post about donating to the victims, and then you quickly return to your first world problems. But how many of these politically correct do-gooders actually do something for the people in disaster areas, or against forgetting the enormous genocides of world history? None of them. So let me have my own opinion, my ability to bring about constructive criticism; let me attempt to study history to really do something about the fact that some young people don't actually know what Auschwitz was.