Since my hamster Jimmy leaves me sleepless every single night, I am going to kill it. It has a large home, a large place to run, tons of stuff for chewing and playing but still its very noisy and riots the cage when I want to sleep. Nobody wants to take it, the shelter is too far away, so it must die. The Internet knows lots of ways to kill them. Its swimming in cold water for a few minutes every day now, since three days, then drying by the open window in the cold air, so that he will catch a flu or something and dies. If this isn't working, he will drown when my family isn't home. Then I'll blow the body dry and put it back to the cage. Nobody will know it has been murder. I am sorry for the cruelty the insomnia wakes in me.
It's either me, or her will end up going to jail by the end of this year, because I'm probably going to hurt her so terribly bad that I will get sent to jail, or she'll hurt me like she did the last time. I'll still beat the crap out of her and go to jail. I swear that if she lays a single finger on me I will hurt her so bad that she will regret ever talking to me. I'm legitimately not even kidding, she hurt me and now I'm going to freaking brutally murder her. I've already thought of how I'll do it, too. I've already planned it out, not I just have to wait until the time is right!
I always have had issues. I trust no one, and I always have hidden my true self trying to be someone else trying to be stronger than I am, but what kills me is the fact that I'm weak, I put up a strong front so no one worries, but at the same time no one knows me for who I am. I try to be myself but the barrier I have put between myself and people always hold me back, and the main reason for my distrust is my fear of people, mainly men because they are bigger and stronger than I could ever be, seeing as I am a woman, and plus the fact that I have been made fun of buy men my entire life. My life has become a hell that I do not wish to live anymore, and I do know I sound terrible and if I told the world it would mock me because I'm so young. So I have tried to kill myself many times, I tried to hang myself, slit my wrists, overdose but I haven't found a good drug yet and no one has noticed no one ever pays attention if they had they would have noticed the small cuts barely noticeable anymore on my wrists or the slight bruises on my neck that I tried to cover up. Soon enough I will buy sleeping pills and just swallow them all and go to sleep and end my pitiful existence no one noticed anything and it will probably be a surprise to them but most people wont even notice if I just disappeared, so I just wanted to say goodbye and make sure at least a few people knew even if they don't know who I am and we've never met just goodbye.
One day my mom made me mad because she wouldn't leave me alone. So I picked up a knife, and slit her throat. She didn't die, and immodestly so I repeatedly stabbed her in the heart. I soon chopped her to pieces and fed her for Thanksgiving dinner. I buried her remains underground.
I am the founder/leader of the American Liberation Front. Although small, we have the intent of global dominion. I really would rather have everyone get along and respect one another, however a vast number of people have spoken. All of them have been silenced. I am upset and angry about the ignorance and disrespect that has bred this generation of humans, in North America especially. At the meager age of 17, I see the "Adult World" greeting me with hostility and unhappiness, dooming me to a life as a slave to the banks, corporations, and my corrupt nation. I do not set out to hurt anyone. I will not break into homes, kidnap, murder unarmed people (even soldiers or the police), I will not steal from people (banks/corporations/insurance rackets aren't people), I will not involve anyone who didn't involve. I hope I can live with my decisions and I hope the families and loved ones of my enemies can, through the heart, forgive me for doing what I think is right. I do it for my future children, I do it so everyone has a chance to think any way they want, I do it for you. So, please, forgive me for my actions. I'll be seeing you all in the newspapers.